college-sized headcanons

puddingcatbae:

Karasuno Edition | Nekoma Edition | Seijoh Edition | Fukurodani Edition | Shiratorizawa Edition

  • ushijima is a Good Student, shows up for class right on time, sits in the front, always has backup pens, hands in his homework early
  • he’s also the kid that asks questions that will lead the professor slightly off topic and make the lecture run overtime
  • if you end up with tendou in your study group, good fucking luck because the kid will annoy the heck out of you
  • but, somehow, you will also end up knowing your stuff because he’s actually good at explaining stuff once he stops praising himself
  • shirabu will begin a tense debate with anyone in the class, even the professor
  • but like, on topic and everything
  • he’s not even taking law
  • goshiki’s tutors hate him because he doesn’t understand anything they’re teaching him, but he tries so hard for their approval, prompting them to try even harder for his sake
  • semi is the TA everyone’s afraid of because he marks really hard but he also gives really good feedback
  • everyone somehow goes to ohira for advice, like he’s the unofficial life counselor, but really he’s just sitting there sipping espresso and doing his readings until you figure yourself out 
  • kawanishi is the ghost roommate that no one’s sure really exists
  • until he eats your entire stash of emergency chips, yeah he exists
  • yamagata is the kid that always knows where they’re giving out free food
  • ushijima has a reserved spot in the library and will lecture you until you relinquish that spot to him
  • tendou keeps very strange hours; his roommates sometimes find him making pasta at four am, sometimes he’s trying to do yoga at ten, in between his classes,
  • semi shows up to class in terrible, mismatched clothes that everyone is too afraid to ask if they’re pajamas or casual or hand-me-downs
  • shirabu probably reads ahead in all his classes
  • goshiki probably never remembers to bring his textbooks to class, let alone read ahead
  • ohira goes to bed at eleven each night, without fail
  • yamagata is a familiar face at the lost and found because he loses everything; other people loses their waterbottles and student IDs, he loses his entire backpack, and once, his shoes

These are so fun!

First Time [Kasamatsu Yukio]

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Fun fact: This was Admin Neon’s first NSFW fic.


“Man, this sucks,” Kasamatsu sighed.

The day had turned out to
be a rather dull one for the Kaijou third year. Currently, he was cooped
up in his room, idly playing a random melody on his guitar as his steel
blue eyes watched the rain fall outside his window. The clouds, which
had come from the North, had been blocking out the sun for most of the
day, but had only started their onslaught of raindrops a few minutes
ago. Had it not been for the sudden downpour, Kasamatsu was sure he
would be outside with his basketball by now.

Glancing over at his
cellphone which he had left on the edge of his bedside table, he noted
that [Name] hadn’t texted him back in quite a while. They had been
messaging each other back and forth since they had awoken, talking about
the next time they could go out together. The sudden halt in their
conversation didn’t surprise Kasamatsu, however, because it was often
that his girlfriend would set her phone down while she did chores, only
to forget where she had placed it. He was getting used to the long
pauses between conversations.

Humming quietly to himself,
Kasamatsu set his guitar down next to his bed as he got up from his
lazing position, deciding that it was high time he got himself a drink.
Wandering through his hallways until he reached the kitchen, he noted
how quiet the house seemed to be. With both his parents being busy at
work, he had no one to have mindless chitchat with as the day sluggishly
crawled on. He went to grab a drink from the fridge, expecting to be
able to quietly go back to his room. The sound of the doorbell echoing
through his house dashed those expectations, however, and Kasamatsu
found himself mentally complaining about his sudden, unexpected guest as
he forgot about his thirst. Dragging his bare feet slightly as he
reached the front door, he swung it wide open, ready to berate whoever
it was visiting him.

“Hi, Yukio,” [Name] chirped as she stood in
front of him. Her hair and clothes were dripping, making it obvious that
she had been caught in the rain, but her smile still shined bright as
she looked up to her boyfriend.

“Idiot,” Kasamatsu reprimanded her
as he tugged her into his home and out of the rain. He watched as she
took off her sandals at his doorstep, her feet slightly muddy from
wearing the wrong kind of footwear in the current weather. “This is how
you got sick last time. Don’t you ever learn, stupid?”

Brushing
off Kasamatsu’s unintentional harsh words, [Name] ran a hand through her
hair and gave him a sheepish smile. “I wasn’t expecting the rain to
come down as soon as I left the station.”

“Why didn’t you call
me?” Kasamatsu asked, leading her down the hall towards the bathroom so
she could dry off. “I could’ve come to get you.”

“My phone died on
the way here,” [Name] answered honestly, showing him the lifeless
cellphone. She would have to borrow his charger before heading home so
her parents wouldn’t worry.

After handing her a fresh towel,
Kasamatsu quickly jogged over to his room and searched around for a
clean shirt and shorts. He wouldn’t make the same mistake as last time
and allow her to parade around in her damp clothes. When he had found a
decent pair, he went back to the bathroom where he had left the first
year girl and threw them at her. She caught them clumsily, not expecting
the articles of clothing to be flung in her direction. When she looked
at him in question while holding the clothes up, he could only look away
with a slight tinge of red on his cheeks.

“You should change out
of those dripping clothes so you don’t get sick again,” he answered her
unspoken question. “You can throw the wet ones in the dryer down the
hall afterwards.”

Nodding in thanks and telling him that she would
also take a quick, warm shower, [Name] closed the bathroom door with a
click. As she showered, Kasamatsu traveled back to his room and once
again lounged on his bed, back against the headboard as he picked up his
guitar to play the same random melody from before. He forced his mind
to go blank as he played, not wanting to think about the naked form of
his girlfriend now in his home. However, being a teenage boy with a
working libido, he couldn’t help but imagine the curvatures of her body
which were always hidden from view. His hand twitched as he thought
about skimming his digits over her skin, hearing his name murmured
through her lips. Heat found its way onto his face and into his groin
and Kasamatsu couldn’t help but let off a strangled groan as he tried to
shove inappropriate thought into the back of his mind.

“Yukio, these shorts are too big for me.”

The
sound of [Name]’s voice had caught him off guard for a moment and he
looked towards his doorway. She was standing in the threshold, the
shorts he had offered her in one hand as she held them up for him to
see. She was wearing his shirt now and, thankfully, the fabric was just
long enough to cover her intimate areas. It looked more like a mini
dress on her than it did a shirt.

Sitting upright in his bed,
Kasamatsu instructed her to simply toss the shorts into a pile on the
floor. After doing so, she walked over to join him in sitting on the
bed. Kasamatsu couldn’t keep the color from finding his face as he
noticed the shirt inch up her bare thighs as she sat. His heart skipped a
beat and his hands felt like they would start trembling any second. He
wanted to feel the warmth of her skin against his palms.

“What’re
you playing?” [Name] asked after a moment, hand gesturing to the guitar
still in Kasamatsu’s hold. His strangled response caused the girl to
laugh a bit in awkward confusion and she wondered if he had started
reverting back to his nervous ways. “Can you teach me?”

“S-s-sure,”
Kasamatsu answered, handing over his precious instrument carefully. As
he did, his hand accidently brushed up against her shirt covered breast
and Kasamatsu quickly retreated when he realized she wasn’t wearing a
bra. He started sputtering out apologies as he noticed [Name] go red as
well, covering her chest with her arms.

“I-It was wet t-too, so I
decided to throw it in the dryer,” she hastily explained. Setting the
guitar down onto the floor gently, she crawled further onto the bed and
slightly away from Kasamatsu, facing her back to him as she curled her
knees close to her chest. After a pregnant moment of silence, she dared
herself to take a peek at the flustered male. She was shocked to find
him staring right back at her, the embarrassed heat on his cheeks
contrasting with the wanton look in his eyes. “Y-Yukio?”

Slowly,
as to not scare her away, Kasamatsu neared the blushing girl, his eyes
locking onto her lips as he leaned in to give her a kiss. It had started
off gentle, a mere meeting between two pairs of lips, but when [Name]
took the initiative to kiss back they both soon found themselves in the
heat of the moment. Kasamatsu pushed on her shoulder, causing the girl
to lay flat on his bed with him hovering over her. Hastily, he pressed
another feverish kiss onto her lips, this one more needy as his hands
went to grasp gently at her hips. [Name]’s own hands, which had fallen
to her sides when she was pushed over, quickly found their way around
his neck as she hugged him closer to deepen the kiss. Pulling apart,
both teens panted as they stared at one another, eyes filled with want.

“[Name]…”
Kasamatsu hesitated, feeling his heart race as he realized what would
happen if they continued. He felt the heat in his groin intensify and
knew that, if she didn’t stop him now, there would be no stopping his
lust driven actions.

“Yukio,” [Name] groaned, one of her hands
releasing its hold on him as she ran it down the length of her own body
to calm the fire crawling under her skin. As she did this, Kasamatsu
watched as her body automatically reacted, hips arching and nipples
showing through the thin fabric of his shirt. She wanted it just as much
as he did. There was no going back.

Kasamatsu didn’t know if it
was the right move to remove her shirt now, but he didn’t care. Tossing
it to the side once the fabric was out of the way, he forcefully placed
his lips upon hers and reached one hand up to play with her breasts
before she could attempt to cover her naked torso. Their teeth knocked
against each other at the force of the kiss and [Name] couldn’t help but
hiss in pain a bit before submitted herself to her boyfriend’s heated
touch. Nibbling at his lips, [Name] felt an intense heat pool between
her legs. She rubbed her thighs together, trying desperately to relieve
herself of the feeling.

When Kasamatsu pulled away from the heated
kiss, his eyes locked onto [Name]’s face, watching as she conveyed her
own pleasurable need. He didn’t know where to go from here, his obvious
inexperience causing him to flush red as he wondered what to do.
Deciding to let his hormonal instincts take over, he ran a calloused
hand down her stomach, watching as she twitched a bit from the action.
By the time his touch had reached the edge of her panties, her eyes had
opened to look at him with a glazed expression. Gently, he tugged the
damp cloth away from her sex before allowing it to snap back in place.

“A-Ah,
Yukio,” [Name] whimpered, embarrassed at the noises she made. Her hands
reached down for his, desperately trying to get him to satisfy her
aching need. “P-please, don’t tease anymore.”

Nodding more to
himself than to her, Kasamatsu quickly removed her panties, exposing her
to the chilly air. [Name] shivered and wanted to cross her legs to keep
him from staring, but Kasamatsu kept one hand on either thigh, forcing
them open gently. One hand crawled forward along her skin, fingertips
brushing up against her folds and drawing out delicious moans from her
vocal chords. Kasamatsu groaned lowly as he felt his pants get tighter
around his groin, knowing full well that his girlfriend’s display was
turning him on. Slowly, curiously, he slipped a single finger into her.

“Y-Yukio!”
[Name] stuttered, covering her face with one hand as the other grasped
at his bed sheets. She trembled under his touch as he moved his finger
within her, slowly adding a second one after she had accommodated the
first. Closing her eyes at the pleasure she was feeling, she begged for a
release. She was left hanging, however, when he quickly pulled away.

“D-don’t look…” Kasamatsu mumbled as he shifted off the bed.

The
sound of a drawer opening and closing caught her attention and she
opened her eyes, peeking through her fingers just in time to see
Kasamatsu slip out of his clothes. He crawled back onto the bed,
settling himself between her legs before he paused in hesitation.
Between his fingers was a neat, foiled packet. A condom. Eyeing the
wrapped up latex, Kasamatsu flushed and thought about how embarrassing
it had been for him to buy this on his own. How was he supposed to
explain to his girlfriend that he had actually been waiting for this day
to happen?

As if reading his mind, [Name] sat up a bit and took
the foil wrapped condom from his hands, carefully tearing the package
open. “Y-You don’t have to tell me how you got it.” Placing the clear
latex against his now unclothed erection, she carefully rolled it down
his length, blushing as she heard him moan.

Laying back down on
the bed, [Name] couldn’t help but shake a bit in nervous excitement as
Kasamatsu hovered over her, his hips nestled between her thighs. She
could feel his erection twitching against her entrance. Looking him
directly in the eyes, [Name] brought her arms up once more to pull the
older teen into a kiss before allowing her eyes to flutter shut. Slowly,
she felt him press himself into her, groaning as he did so. The further
he went, the more wound up she felt as he filled her aching sex.
Pulling away from the kiss, she chose instead to bite her lip at the odd
sensation.

“Y-You okay?” Kasamatsu asked once he was buried in
deep. He had to force himself to stay still, not wanting to hurt her in
the slightest.

“Y-Yeah. F-Fine.” Her short, clipped answers only
worried him and he gave her a look that said he would stop if she wanted
to. “It’s just slightly u-uncomfortable. W-Weird feeling.”

After a
moment of being still, [Name] found herself begging Kasamatsu to move.
Following her wishes, he pulled out slowly, only to slide back into her
at a quicker pace than before then repeating the process. As she moaned
his name, begging him for more, his thrusts became quicker, more erratic
as his desperate need for a release dawned on him. He watched as [Name]
reached a hand down to where he was ramming himself into her, her
fingers finding her clit as she pleasured herself further. Her cries
became louder, coming more frequently as she tried to move her hips
against his and Kasamatsu could feel her inner muscles contract and
spasm against his aching organ.

“Yukio, I, a-ah,” [Name] barely
got out comprehensible words as her body reacted to his movements.
Suddenly, with a silent cry as her eyes screwed shut in intense
pleasure, [Name] felt her orgasm wash over her. She moaned out
Kasamatsu’s name as she finished, her release causing her mind to grow
fuzzy.

Feeling her tighten around him, Kasamatsu gasped at the
sudden intense pressure he was feeling. He thrust a few more times, his
body shaking as his long awaited release finally came. As he let the
pleasure of his orgasm overtake him, he placed his head close to
[Name]’s neck, kissing at her collarbone. Finally, he pulled away from
her, causing the younger girl to whimper at the emptiness she now felt.
Gently, he pulled off the used condom and tied it shut before tossing it
into the trash bin in his room. [Name] tugged on his arm and forced him
to lay next to her on the bed, humming as she contently pressed sweet
kisses to any part of his skin she could find.

“I love you,” she murmured, closing her eyes as she pressed her forehead to his.

Kasamatsu merely grunted in response and [Name] smiled at the answer. They both knew what he meant.

{EXTRA}

“Yukio, we’re home!”

The
sudden yell from his parents at the front door caused Kasamatsu to
curse as he found the energy in himself to run to his bedroom’s door,
slamming it closed. Both teens scrambled around the room, trying to find
appropriate clothing before his parents could ask any questions.

Awww, first time!

May I request a soulmate au (whichever the kind you prefer), simply fluff with Hanamiya, Aomine and Akashi? (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) thank you <3

kisekinodrabbles:

the one with the timer of your first meeting ; first encounters!


AKASHI: Akashi tended to avoid things as absurd as fate. The idea of soulmates was something that had been passed down generations and, as a slight skeptic, a concept he didn’t really believe in. The only truth he believed in was tenacity and diligence — both of which had placed him upon the throne he sat today, not luck. 

All the magic that came with finding your loved one, the sparkles and butterflies people spoke so fondly of, was almost blatantly horrifying. This was perhaps the reason why Akashi never really did look down on his timer, not after he decided that he would wait until he fell in love to check. Love at first sight was blind faith and he didn’t give much thought to it.

Until you that was. Meeting you had been somewhat accidental, a bumping of shoulders as you rushed down the sidewalk. Your hair caught in the wind as you whirled around, eyes blown wide in surprise, your pretty lips parting. It was almost cinematic, that moment. “Oh God, I’m so sorry!” you gasped, stumbling over your own feet and straight into his arms. It was comical to say the least but Akashi gave it no further thought as he caught you easily, reassuring you that it was okay. “I-I—oh my God, this is embarrassing, I’m super sorry. I have to run but I’m really sorry again!” 

Something in his heart kicked him, urged him to ask for your name and introduce himself to you. But, again, he figured it was just a momentary lapse in judgment. As you looked down at where your arms were joined, wrists close to each other, he, for the first time in a very long time, looked at the numbers. 

00:00:00 – your eyes widened even bigger. “Um,” you started, blinking.

“Akashi,” he suddenly said, wondering what in the world pushed him to do so. “It’s—lovely to finally meet you.”

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These were great!

Can i have headcanons about Iwaizumi and Akaashi? They are childhood friends with reader, who had feelings for them since then. But boys didnt notice them at all and dated other girls whereas reader was burning out of jealousy and has become self conscious. But suddenly when they were in uni all grown up they finally admitted their crush for them and they are so worked up like,how am i supposed to make reader like me back? Lysm and thanx❤🌸

haikyuvolleydorks:

This is gonna be a long one (I might have gone overboard with it), so strap in for the ride and maybe prepare your heart as well. This may or may not be based on real life experiences.

Well, I just realized after writing Iwaizumi’s part that I had read the request wrong. Sooo, I guess enjoy the kinda reverse request for his part even if it’s not exactly what you asked for. 

– Admin Zee

Iwaizumi Hajime

  • From as far back as you can remember you, Iwaizumi, and
    Oikawa had always been friends. From elementary, to middle school, and even
    into high school, the three of you were always seen together apart from being
    in class or the boys having volleyball practice.
  • You were very close to both males, however you did favor
    Iwaizumi a bit more because of your crush on him. You had always admired the
    dark haired male, but it wasn’t until your second year of high school when you
    realized your admiration had transformed into a full blown crush.
  • Your crush didn’t affect your interactions with Iwaizumi too
    much other than your heart beating faster whenever he smiled at you. And
    luckily, or unluckily for you, it seemed he was completely oblivious to
    anything out of the ordinary that you were doing.
  • However, Oikawa being the “Oh-so observant bastard” as you
    liked to call him much to his dismay, noticed the shift in behavior. But boy
    was he excited. He essentially made himself your personal cheerleader as you “go
    seduce your beloved Iwa-chan!” You promptly whacked the brunet with your handy
    textbook then hugged him right after. Having Oikawa supporting you through this
    entire endeavor was probably the best help you could have ever asked for.
  • Since Valentine’s Day was just around the corner, Oikawa
    suggested that you confess to Iwaizumi around that time to be romantic. You
    laughed at the cheesiness of the idea, but after giving it a bit of thought you
    decided that the cliché really wasn’t such a bad idea after all.
  • After much encouragement and some strong urging from a
    certain annoying yet lovable brunet, you finally built up the courage to pour
    out your feelings into a letter and brought it to school on Valentine’s Day
    intending to finally tell Iwaizumi how you truly felt about him.
  • The romantic holiday soon comes and you’re feeling pretty
    nervous about the whole thing you and Oikawa so painstakingly planned out, but
    you had made up your mind that you were going to accept his answer whether it
    was going to be good or not.
  • You don’t get the chance to give him your letter first thing
    in the morning since he has early practice and the two of you don’t share the
    same homeroom. But you are in the same class as Oikawa and he’s just as excited
    as you are nervous. He’s practically beaming at you and completely ignoring any
    of his fangirls, which earns you a couple dirty looks from some of them. But
    there are a few who think the two of you are actually together and you can hear
    them whispering about how great a couple you two make.
  • You take their words as a complement and it boosts your
    confidence just a little bit. Throughout the entirety of the class, you’re
    clearly distracted and unconsciously run your finger over the edge of the
    simple white envelope you decided for your letter.
  • Finally, after what seemed like an eternity of class, you
    mustered enough courage to go give Iwaizumi your letter during lunch, however
    it’s the very guy that you want to confess to that throws a wrench into your
    plans. When you and Oikawa get to the usual spot for lunch, the dark haired
    male is nowhere to be found.
  • Oikawa, of course, offers to help you look for him, but
    while you appreciate the help, you know his fangirls are going to swarm him way
    before he can even get the chance to start looking. You go off on your own, promising
    to go back to find him immediately afterwards and tell him all the details.
  • Now, full of hope and nerves, you set off to go find
    Iwaizumi and after a while of searching, you find him near his homeroom. You’re
    about to call out to him, but your voice is caught in your throat and your
    chest tightens to the point of physical pain when you see another girl, someone
    far more beautiful and deserving of Iwaizumi, confess to him.
  • You let out shuddery breath while clutching the letter to
    your heaving chest, trying to keep in the building sobs from escaping and silently
    leave. Walking away from the scene, you try to save yourself from anymore
    heartbreak, but you don’t leave fast enough and hear Iwaizumi accept the other
    girl’s confession.
  • Just like that, you feel your heart sink to your stomach and
    clasp your hands over your mouth. You bite your lower lip to resist the urge to
    cry, but a few stray tears still manage to fall. Refusing to let yourself cry
    over such a trivial thing, you rub your arm over your eyes to wipe away the
    tears. The paper of the letter crinkles under your tightening grip and you
    stare at it with distain. You grip the now wrinkled envelope with both hands,
    intending on ripping it into shreds and throwing them away, but you stop
    yourself just as a small tear appears.
  • Screw boys and screw everything. You weren’t about to
    destroy something you poured all your heart and feelings into. You run your
    hand over the parchment to smooth it out then return to homeroom without even
    going back to Oikawa or for your lunch.
  • When the brunet does come back, with you untouched lunch box
    in hand and a slew of fangirls in tow, he notices your dead expression almost immediately.
    But you just stay silent thought his barrage of questions and give nothing
    away. He’s finally forced to stop when the teacher walks into the room, but he
    just can’t stop fretting over you. Even after being your friend for as long as
    he can remember, Oikawa has never seen you look like this before.
  • The rest of the day passes as a daze and you manage to
    escape from Oikawa after class before he could start worrying over you like a
    mother hen. You leave school as fast as you can and you finally break down once
    you inside the safety of your room. All the emotions you had walled away
    finally overflow.
  • Tears stream down your cheeks and this time you don’t try to
    wipe them away. And that’s how Oikawa finds you, huddled in a dark corner of
    your room with tears dampening your clothes and as silent as you had been at
    school.
  • He had ditched practice, something completely unheard of
    from the volleyball obsessed idiot, and ran all the way to you house in order
    to check on you. His heart is essentially shattered when he sees you in such a
    destroyed state and he just wraps his arms around you.
  • Just having Oikawa there was too much. All the love and care
    he was showing you was too much. Everything hurt too much. Finally, in the arms
    of your best friend, you break down sobbing. And the two of you stay like that,
    with Oikawa holding you tight and you clinging to the brunet as you sobbed your
    heart out.
  • It takes a while, but eventually your teas stop falling.
    However, it doesn’t stop the ache in your heart. You don’t want to say it, but
    you tell Oikawa about what you saw earlier. It wasn’t Iwaizumi’s fault. You
    were simply too late.
  • And so, your days of high school went on. You couldn’t just cut
    Iwaizumi out of your life. He was still your best friend, but every time you
    saw them together you slowly began convincing yourself that he wouldn’t have
    even chosen you in the first place if there was someone as smart, beautiful,
    and caring as the girl who confessed to him.
  • You continued supporting him and even so, your crush on him,
    who was now the ace, never died. But when he broke up with her, you weren’t
    even happy. You had fully convinced yourself that you had no chance at all. So
    you slowly began distancing yourself in order to stop the aching in your heart
    whenever you saw him.
  • Your third year passed in the blink of an eye and soon
    enough, you found yourself among so many new faces in a university lecture
    hall. However, you never expected to see Iwaizumi himself sit right next to
    you. The two of you saved the greetings until after class, but
    you weren’t prepared when he asked you why you had avoided him. He even pointed
    out that you didn’t realize the two of you had gotten accepted into the same
    university. You struggled to find the words to explain, but luckily your senpai,
    who had been looking for you, pointed out that the next lecture was starting
    soon.
  • That, however, wasn’t the last time you saw or even heard
    from Iwaizumi. He started texting you daily and slowly but surely, the two of
    you built back the friendship you once shared. But one day when you gave
    Iwaizumi your notes, you accidentally gave him you years old confession letter
    by accident. You had had kept that old thing for years, but now that old
    feelings were starting to resurface you wanted to have a chance to confess.
  • You didn’t even realize that it was tucked in between all
    the other papers, but Iwaizumi does when he looks through them. He inspects the
    old letter and seeing that it was addressed to him, he opens it. And by the
    time he finishes, he’s shoving all of his materials into his backpack and takes
    off looking for you.
  • He shoots you a text as quickly as he can and finds out that
    you’re heading back to your apartment. Right now Iwaizumi is desperate to get
    to you. He has to tell you that he felt the same way, but he never had the
    courage to tell you. And he finds you in the hall to your apartment while your
    senpai confesses to you. But he’s not about to let you go without telling you
    first.
  • You hear Iwaizumi calling your name, and the poor guy is
    completely winded and completely hunched over from running all the way to your
    place. You essentially ignore you senpai’s confession and rush over to help
    Iwaizumi when he confesses to you out of the blue. Of course you’re shocked
    until he pulls the letter out of his backpack and you realize that he read it.
    Your senpai realizes that Iwaizumi is the guy that you told him about and he’s
    happy for you and takes your answer in stride, leaving the two of you to have
    your moment. 
  • After he catches his breath, Iwaizumi tells you everything
    and you nearly break down in tears. He wraps his arms around you and says that
    you have every right to not chose him, but you just shake your head and return
    the embrace.
  • “It has always been you and it always will be you.”


Akaashi Keiji

  • You and Akaashi had been friends ever since birth. Your
    mothers were good friends and just so happened to live right next to each other,
    so the two of you obviously became good friends too. The two of you almost did
    everything together and most likely if one of you was out, the other wasn’t too
    far behind.
  • Akaashi was always loved by everyone around him because of
    his gentle mannerisms and brilliant mind, but he only ever had eyes for you. While
    you on the other hand only gained the attention of teachers due to your hard
    work and academic diligence, but you never had any guy ever come up to you
    besides Akaashi.
  • You always looked around and saw guys with other girls, and
    you wondered why no one ever came and talked to you. Was it was because you
    never talked to anyone unless they talked to you first? Or maybe it was because
    you were just not pretty enough.
  • You never though your own beauty standards were a problem.
    It wasn’t like you didn’t make an effort to make yourself look presentable, it
    was because you thought spending you money on makeup and the time and skill it
    took to apply it wasn’t worth it. But after seeing all the pretty girls with
    faces all done up getting all the guys, maybe you had to give it a try.
  • So for one day, you wore makeup to school. And nothing
    changed. No one still noticed you. No one still talked to you. Nothing out of
    the ordinary happened. It was like any other normal day at school. But there
    was one person who noticed your new look and complemented you immediately.
    Akaashi.
  • He saw you when you first left the house and a faint pink
    dusted his cheeks when how the simple makeup you had put on brought out your
    eyes and accented your cheeks perfectly. But you just brushed it off as something
    he would normally say. He would always say that he liked you or he would always
    stay by your side, but you only ever though he was saying that because he was
    your best friend
  • On the outside, the setter looked the same as he always did,
    but on the inside his heart was doing flips. You were so beautiful. His mind
    was working overdrive, going through all the scenarios that were possible if he
    confessed to you right now. But by the time he had gotten through every possible
    option, the two of you had already arrived at school. And that little smile you
    shot him as you were leaving did nothing to stop his heart from pounding even
    harder.
  • Every moment of that day he spent thinking of nothing but you.
    However, the next day when he came to pick you up for school you seemed…off. Your
    smile was strained and you seemed to always be deep in thought or spaced out.
    But you just brushed off his concerns, leaving Akaashi even more worried about
    you.
  • He loved you, he really did. And not in the platonic way. He
    wanted to be in a relationship with you. He wanted to take you out on dates and
    do things that couples would do. But most of all, he wanted to make you feel
    loved for the person that you were. You on the other hand, had other things in
    mind. That was the last morning he walked to school with you.
  • You no longer came to his early morning practices and you
    were no longer there after practice was over either. Akaashi chalked the first
    few times as just accidents or due to sickness, but he started to get worried
    after the first week and came over to see you. Like usual, you brushed off his
    concerns for you and just made up some lame excuse about upcoming exams and
    university.
  • Akaashi didn’t buy it for a second, but it seemed like this
    was all you were going to give him. So for the rest of his third year, he spent
    more time with you and found out your dream college. Why? In order to go with
    you so you would never be alone. And so he could work up the courage to
    actually confess to you in a way that would make you understand that there was
    someone who truly loved you.
  • Luckily, he got into the same university as you and he began
    planning the perfect way to confess his feelings to you. He knew you wouldn’t listen
    to just his words alone and even if you did he had to do it in a way that would
    make you like him back as well. Poor Akaashi spent weeks coming up with all
    kind of scenarios and stressing over which one would be perfect for you, when
    he realized that White Day was coming up. You hadn’t done anything on Valentine’s
    Day, but that didn’t matter to him. That day would be just for you.
  • You were once again alone watching guys give girls return
    presents and you heart ached. You wanted to feel the same way they did. Just
    when you were about to walk past all the happy couples and sadly make you way home,
    you heard Akaashi calling you name from behind you. And to your surprise, he
    was holding a beautifully put together bouquet of lilies, daisies, and red
    roses which he handed to you. You wanted to say something, anything, but he
    stopped you before you did.
  • “I want you to listen to me, __________, and I just want you
    to listen until I finish. For as long as I can remember, I’ve loved you with
    all my heart. I remember telling you time and time again, but you though I was
    saying it as a friend. But I meant it every time. Those people in high school
    who didn’t pay you any attention were all fools. I watched you grow up into the
    beautiful woman that you are today, and I finally mustered up the courage to
    tell you this. I love you, ________. I want to make you feel loved. I want to
    always be by your side and give you the happiness you deserved for all these
    years. Would you be my girlfriend?”
  • You had ended up crying near the end of Akaashi’s speech and
    you essentially flung yourself into his arms when he finished.
  • “I love you, _________. Since
    then, to now, and forever.”

I’m a sucker for unrequited to reciprocated love! These are great!!!

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Lots of truth here!

Oikawa – king by Lauren Aquilina

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King – Oikawa Tooru. 

Oikawa left the gymnasium holding his head high, and
he kept it like that all the way home. Not a single tear fell from his eyes. He
refused to drop his chin in front of the people he knew looked up to him. He
listened to their coach. He praised everyone, and flattered their skills. 

“You all might feel disappointed, but what you did in the court was impressive.
You need to…” Oikawa heard he coach saying as his attention swayed in and out.
“The name of Aoba Josai…”

He looked to his side noticing the dried streams of
tears on the faces of his teammates, on the faces of the people who trusted
him, and his words. He had promised they would win. They would beat Karasuno
once more, and then they would take Shiratorizawa’s glory out of their hands.

Instead, it was Karasuno the one who beat
Shiratorizawa on their first try. Oikawa had been able to see how much Karasuno
had struggle throughout the whole match. He had pushed Iwaizumi claiming that
the winning ceremony would make him sick. What was truly happening underneath
him was a complete different matter.

He closed the door of his room behind him watching the
dimness it offered. He had faced that darkness before. He was familiarized with
it more than he liked to admit. His shoulders grew heavier, and even the air
was denser. Just because he was used to staring into the void didn’t mean it
hurt any less. He rested hi back on the door and his head finally fell down. He
slowly slid down letting the weight of his loss to settle in.

His hands went to his head, to his hair, and his
fingers started to scrap his skull and he grinded his teeth in a failed attempt
to keep his emotions in control. Inevitably, faint whimpers escaped his mouth
as thin lines of water framed his face. Their loss against Karasuno was like an
earthquake destroying the foundations of his will. The ground beneath him shook
so violently he didn’t have where to stand anymore.

You’re
alone, you’re on your own, so what?

Have you gone blind?
Have you forgotten what you have and what is
yours?

He hard worked hard. He had trained. He had spent
years trying to beat what he thought was his last obstacles just for Karasuno
to come out of nowhere and stole what he had been fighting for. All for
nothing. Because whatever he did would never be enough, wouldn’t it? There
would always be someone to remind him his efforts were nothing but useless
reminders of the talent he lacked. When he looked back he only saw failure. He
grasped victory, but never reach it. He was stuck in an infinite ‘almost’. 

Almost there.  Almost a winner.

Almost, but not quiet.

He could hear his phone ringing but he ignored it. He
didn’t want to hear about the world. At the moment, even his soul felt
powerless and unable to answer any type of inquiring. There was not a bit of
him that felt like trying.

He got out of his clothes still hearing his phone
tirelessly ringing. He took it and turned it off before getting under his
quilt. His eyes were sore and his body begged for rest.  

——

She stared at the empty seat in front of her. Two days
straight and he was still missing. Her heart clenched in her chest. She knew
there was no coincidence for Oikawa to be absent right after he lost. Her
cellphone marked the thousands of calls she had made. All of them had gone into
voicemail. She had never imagined she would grow enervated of his cheery voice,
but his voice telling her to leave him a message had become a nightmare.

She knew she wasn’t supposed to be calling him. If any
of her friends found out, they would sure be giving her a lecture about
self-respect and self-love. She always saw in Oikawa much more than the others
did. She had peeked into his heart once and she had never forgotten what she
had found. So it was near to impossible for her to leave him be, to simply
ignore the hunch throbbing, indicating nothing was as it was supposed to be.

Glass
half empty, glass half full

Well, either way you won’t be going thirsty
Count your blessings not your flaws

He looked at his reflection on the bathroom mirror. He had big dark
circles around his eyes, and even when he had fair skin, he was abnormally
pale. In the last forty-eight hours his life had been a mixed of drifting in
and out of his sleep and hollowly staring at the ceiling of his bedroom. The
food her mother brought him ended up flushed down the toilet.

He had to get up. He was aware that he needed to move on. Yet somehow,
his mind didn’t act according to that knowledge. Would it matter? He could back
to the gymnasium, back to court. For what?

He would stand behind the line waiting for his turn to practice. He
would jump, he would strike the ball and hear it smash against the floor feeling
unsatisfied because no skills had ever been sufficient to drive him to victory.
So why would he make any new efforts, if the ending result would always be the
same? He didn’t want to see the dejected countenances of his teammates
again.  

There would always be an Ushijima, or a Kageyama. Someone whose natural
talent was so extraordinary, hard work would never outdo it.

Usually, his train of thought was the complete opposite. There used to
be no force on earth that could discourage him. With so much evidence along the
years there was no other conclusion he could reach. He couldn’t close his eyes
to the facts anymore. To keep pushing countercurrent will only wreck him
further.

He felt a jolt of desperation crossing his body caused by a crescent
frustration. To see himself so defeated made him feel pathetic and piteous. The
person who was in front of the mirror wasn’t supposed to be him. He swanked his
pride, his abilities, proud of who he was. He had sacrificed more than his time
to be who he was, to then just be reduced to that sad reflection.

He turned the shower on, and got in even when the water wasn’t warm. His
teeth clattered and his breath was heavy trying to resist the freezing
sensation. Once the water felt hotter against his skin, he finished taking a
bath. He dressed in sports clothing and went out of his house.

 

You
don’t get what all this is about

You’re too wrapped up in your self doubt
You’ve got that young blood, set it free


Oikawa started trotting with a constant rhythm as if he was training. He
wanted to scare the demon that was suddenly living on his back, but it had its
claws deep down his flesh and in a matter of minutes the trotting turned into a
maniac running. Even though his feet seemed to be made of stone, he kept
running. He wished he could outrun his misery, avoid the thoughts that did
nothing but infuriate him.

He wasn’t aware at all of how much time, or how far he had run. He
simply couldn’t take it anymore. He found himself alone in a public park, and
took his chance to hit the trunk of a tree repeatedly as he cursed under his
breath. He was jaded. He was furious with himself, with life, with destiny,
with whatever force was responsible. He stopped hitting the tree once he
noticed the stinging pain on his hand. He also notice thin tears had fallen
from his eyes at some point. He turned around resting his back on the trunk.

“Tooru,” he heard someone calling him. His eyes flew wide open at the
sound of the feminine voice. _______ was there looking at him with the most
concerned eyes he had ever seen on her. His mouth was ajar but no sound came
out of it. His state was deplorable and he didn’t how long she had been her.
For the look of her face, he guessed that she had seen enough.

She walked to him with hurried step and inadvertently held him tight
against her. “It’s okay,” she whispered to his ear. He stood dumbfounded for a
second.

His body started having small spasms as a soft wail came out of his
mouth. His arms wrapped her in return, and he hid his face on the crook of her
neck. She started stroking his wet hair as he let himself fully cry.

“It’s okay,” she whispered again. Her own heart was breaking as well.
Oikawa had always stood so tall, so powerful. It was disheartening to catch him
in such a vulnerable state. “You did well, Tooru, so so well.”

“I didn’t,” he said in a thin thread that sounded nothing like his usual
voice. “I was never enough” he stopped mid sentence. His voice got lost in
another painful sob. “I’m just another good for nothing.”

“You’re extraordinary. Do you even know how many people look up to you?”
she broke the embrace and softly took his face so she could see him straight in
the eyes. “You’re an example to not only your own team but to so many others.”
She took a deep breath maintaining her own emotions at bay. Oikawa was fully
crying now, endless streams slid down. “Who cares if at the end you lost.
You’ve had three amazing years at Seijoh. Don’t you care about your team?” she
stopped for a second as he nodded. “That’s what truly matters. They admire you. I admire you. Get over Ushijima for
your own sake. You have achieved so much on your own… Be proud of your team, of
who you are, of what you had built.”
_____ gently wiped away his tears before taking his face again pulling it down.
She kissed his forehead and finally let go of him. “There’s more in this life
than a high school tournament. What you have given to the rest of the team is
far more than important than a trophy. Try to think about that.”

She smiled sweetly, and continued her way. Oikawa didn’t turn to watch
her leave. Instead, he walked back home with his head full of her words.

There’s
method in my madness
There’s no logic in your sadness
You don’t gain a single thing from misery
Take it from me


In another time, she would have stayed with him. If the circumstances
around them had been others, she would have surely stayed. She felt tempted,
but it wasn’t the right time.

The weekend went on without hearing about him again, but when Monday
arrived and she found him on class again, she felt glad. Despite the history
they shared, she wished him well. She had seen him on lunchtime laughing and
smiling with his in-crowd, and then she was beyond glad. It was nice to see him
being his usual self.

She didn’t expect him to come to her again, so it was a genuine
surprised when he approached her at the end of the day. He looked as charming
as ever. The person she had seen on the Friday evening was gone. 

“Hey, ______, thank you for… for the other day.”

“Don’t worry. It was a coincidence to find you there. I only did what
every descent human being would have done.”

“Yeah, I don’t believe that much in coincidence,” he admitted. He rested
his eyes on her taking in that small peaceful moment. They hadn’t share one in
months. “What you said resonated a lot. It was a wake up call for me, so thank
you. I needed it.”

She shook her head. “Again, it’s nothing. I’m happy to know you’re
feeling better.”

“Can we meet this weekend?” Oikawa asked leaving her speechless. “I want
to talk to you about Friday… and the aftermath of that.”

“Okay. That sounds nice.”

“Deal.” He smiled at her and then patted her head. “See you around.” 

You’ve got
it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more


What had happened on that Friday evening had been a change of course for
him. He hadn’t lied to her when he admitted her words had been an enormous
help.

He had returned home looking for the videos of any previous match. That
time around he didn’t stare at him or at the opposite teams. He stared at his
teammates. There was truth on what ______ had said to him. They didn’t have the
trophy, but the team he saw was a winner one. The chemistry between each of
them, the agility they had was impressive. They were a team that knew how to
work things out. At the end, he had led a team full of proud warriors.

His chest had filled with proudness, with that same pride he always
talked about. Maybe they weren’t the winning team, but they were a team anyone
would remember.

At the end of it all, everyone will always remember Oikawa Tooru as the
captain and main setter of Seijoh.

And that was amazing enough.

You can
reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king

——

Thanks for the request! I hope you liked it!

Sooooo good!!!!