mme-hajime:

cHey,

I sure can; I hope you like these and that maybe they’ll help you if you feel stressed and close to a breakdown. *hugs*

Kuroo

• Kuroo has been noticing something was bothering you for a while now; At first he assumed it was just a stressful day, but he grew more and more suspicious and was wondering why you’d try and hide your feeling anxious from him;

• But he decided to accept it for now and not push you too much, knowing too well that sometimes you need some time and a little space to figure things out or share a burden

• He keeps teasing and provoking you, but you’ve put up a front for it, playing along; He decides not to push too hard, convinced that once you’re ready to share it with him, you will; He keeps hoping that you’ll come to him once it gets too much, so when you break down he is not only shocked but incredibly worried

• He will take great care of you, will wrap you in his arms and not let you go until you stop shaking, until you feel slightly better; If you are the type of person that needs space at first, he will give it to you as well – but he will make sure to be close so once you’re ready to talk, he’ll be there

• The moment you feel well enough again, he will take you somewhere nice – one of the places you loved to go when you felt melancholy well up inside of you; One of your secret hiding places; He wants to give you comfort in every way possible

• He wants you to feel safe and as you breathe in fresh air and calm yourself down, he starts to tell you how scary this was; How he froze for a second, his mind racing at seeing you break down like that.

• He wants you to understand that you’re not alone; That even if you feel silly or scared, alone or misunderstood – he is there to talk to and he will never judge you for anything; He will support you always, and he would gladly help you with anything you need, if you’d just confide in him

• Once he gets all his feelings off of his chest (he was really scared there), he will hug you tight – he won’t let you go for a while, both for you and for him. He needs to feel you close, needs to know you’re there and alright

Iwaizumi

• Iwaizumi is used to watching Oikawa carefully – his best friend has the habit of trying to hide his true self, especially his inner demons, away and put on a happy face for the outside

• So he is able to see through you and knows you’re fighting some things on your own, your mind full of thoughts, doubts and other worries

• He will not beat around the bush, and he will make sure you know that he knows; He won’t push you or force you to share, but he will make sure you always know he is there

• Anytime he notices you act differently, he will wrap an arm around you and squeeze you, give you a kiss to your forehead – or he will try to get your mind off of it, talking about something else entirely, but never too obviously

• Once you’ve reached that point and have a breakdown, Iwaizumi is very concerned – he didn’t think it had gotten that bad, your act of trying to seem like your usual safe having hidden away how serious it actually was

• He will pick you up and carry you some place he knows you feels safe; He won’t let you down, not even under your protests; He can’t believe he let this happen, and he will make sure to care for you in the best way possible

• Lot’s of cuddles and hugs, lot’s of reassurance – Iwaizumi will shower you with love before he asks you about what was weighing on your mind; He wants to know, wants to share your burden to make it easier

• And while this was a horrifying experience, if it makes you open up to him and lean on him more, it was worth it

• Which is why he makes sure you’ll know that you can always come to him with anything; He will declare his love for you all over, all those little things you’re anxious about yourself? He loves them. Every fault you think you might have, to Iwaizumi those make you special and endearing.

Oikawa

• Is very good at noticing things, even if you try to hide it; But he gets the impulse to hide things like these so he usually just tries to be by your side and make you feel good without asking too many questions;

• When you suddenly do have a breakdown, Oikawa notices that something was different immediately; You seemed off in a way that differed from your usual calm exterior; It was like he could see you break in slow motion, horror and terror spreading inside of him

• You’ve been stressed so much, it seems you’ve reached your limit and Oikawa will make sure you’ll rest up now; This was about you, and he will make sure to care for you in the best way he knows how

• He won’t pester you with questions, but he will be firm – whatever stressed you out he will make sure that you’ll avoid it for now; Any pressure, deadlines or toxicity that made you such a mess, Oikawa will deal with it swiftly

• He will make you comfortable; On the bed, on your couch, he will make you your favorite drink (hot choco, tea, anything) and he will just stay with you, playing with your hair until you feel better

• Once you do, he will scold you because he feels like you didn’t lean on him enough and he wants to make sure you know you can always come to him

• Whatever makes you anxious, Oikawa wants to be there for you, to give you strength when you need it; He understands that there are things you have to do alone, have to go through and have victory over by yourself, but he had to learn the hard way not to overestimate what he can actually bear

• He will tell you about himself, of his own doubts and anxiety, to let you know that everyone has issues – and that it is how we deal with them that will make us overcome those in the long run

• He’ll hug you tight, will watch your favorite shows and movies & he will make you laugh a lot once he told you all the serious things – they needed to be said; And now he wants to be there for you, turning this day around for the better

Sweet, soft, supportive boys are my jam. These were all of those things!