Author: jadehqknb

Heya! It breaks my heart requesting this, but I got a prompt for you: “Buy yourself something nice. Because I don’t want this ring.” for Terushima? (I am scared about this one already)

A hundred years later, I finally write this one! I hope you like it!

You never knew your pulse could beat so loud, the thunder of it in your ears drowning out all sound. Around you, the bustle of people starts to slow; they’re noticing, pointing with giggles and delighted gasps at the display before them.

Terushima shifts slightly, his knee no doubt feeling the bite of the uneven concrete but he remains knelt, hands outstretched and fingers clasping a box—red in color and velvet in feel— in which lies a sparkling diamond ring.

Tears prick your eyes and you curse them—curse him—because he would have to put you in this position in front of strangers. Perhaps you should be thankful it’s not in front of friends.

“Terushima,” you say and see him start, his wide smile falling slightly at the use of his last name; no wonder since you’ve been together for nearly two years.

Actually, it has been two; today’s your anniversary.

You swallow the lump in your throat and begin again, “I… I can’t accept.”

Terushima stares at you for a moment then lets out an obviously forced laugh. “Haha, good one, _____!”

You ball up your fists. If he wants to do this here, fine.

“Asking me to marry you doesn’t change the fact you cheated, Terushima.”

That wipes the smile clean away. He face falls and he scrambles to his feet, tugging you to an alley.

Then he’s down again—this time on both knees—and tries to push the ring on your finger. “Please, _____, please don’t. That was a mistake. It didn’t mean anything and—“

“But it does mean something. It means I’m not enough for you!”

Terushima crumbles, leaning back on his heels, his head down. You’re not sure but you think he’s crying which makes you cry more but you have to do this; you have to be strong for yourself.

He looks up, tears rolling down his face and you choke on your breath.

He shakes his head as you stretch your hand towards him and say, “Buy yourself something nice. Because I don’t want this ring.” You release it, unwilling to stand here any longer with your torn heart on display.

It falls to the ground with a clink, rolling slightly away but he makes no effort to get it as you stride past him and disappear into the crowd.

could you do a scenario with iwaizumi and a gf who’s a writer. i’m working on my own book right now and lately i’ve been staying up super late trying to reach my deadlines, sometimes even pulling all nighters. i need some comfort :(

imagine-that-haikyuu:

Wow, I’m so sorry this is late. Congratulations on your book! I hope you were able to meet all of your deadlines. Hopefully this will still bring you some comfort. Honestly, it’s coming at a time where I’m also not satisfied with writing and the rate at which I’m writing, so I hope you don’t mind if I use this for myself too!

 – Admin Rachel Lauren

Ko-Fi

It’s two in the morning and Iwaizumi can’t sleep. Life’s cruel in that way; the person who can afford to sleep now can’t, and the person who needs to rest the most is forcing herself to stay awake. He gets out of bed and wanders into the living room where he’ll find you. You could probably use the company anyway.

He still swells with pride when he thinks about the fact that you’re publishing a book. Even on the rougher days of this whole process–like tonight, for example–he hopes you retain some of your pride in the matter.

There’s one more deadline you need to make for the time being. It’s a sorry sight to see you like this, though. Only one lamp lights the room along with the backlight of your monitor. Your head is in your hands, palms pressed to your eyes. A moment passes before defeated sigh escapes your lips.

“I know,” you murmur. Iwaizumi doesn’t know what your responding to exactly. You do this on occasion:  acknowledge some small, idiotic thing you’re doing as you’re doing it that you know he isn’t happy about. But this time he hadn’t been thinking of anything. He decides to go with it, however. It might cheer you up if he plays his cards right.

“Well, then I don’t need to say anything about it,” he says, wandering over to stand beside where you’re seated.

“I know I should turn on the other lamp too so that I don’t strain my eyes and straighten my back so it doesn’t start hurting.”

He places his hand on your head, nails grazing your scalp with a gentle force in just the right way.  “Yeah, probably,” he says. There’s a warmth to the way he says this, almost teasingly, if you had to describe it.  At the feel of his touch, your shoulders relax. You pull your hands from your face too and sigh again.

“And that I should have done a little more each day than I did so I wouldn’t be up all night tonight having to do the rest.”

The scratching stops. Iwaizumi’s hands now rest on your shoulders.

“Hey, enough of that. What’s done is done, right? He presses his face to the top of your head where he places a kiss. “You’re doing great, ____.” He can’t see your expression, but he knows you’re giving a weary, half-smile that would be a full one on any other night. But now you’ve sat up straight and readied your hands at your keyboard once more.

“Thank you, Hajime.” Your voice is a near whisper. “ I really needed to hear that.”

He hums in satisfaction and kisses the top of your head again. First, he’ll go turn on that other lamp for you. Then, he’ll make you some tea. They aren’t grand gestures, but they are what you need. Iwaizumi can’t help you write the book, but he can do those small things to get you through it. And for him, you’re more than thankful.

So sweet Rachel Lauren! And good luck writer-chan! We’ve been there and are rooting for you!

                            Futakuchi Kenji – Rivals to Lovers

“Did you hear? Futakuchi and _____-chan finally stopped dancing around the fact they’re crazy about each other!”

“Don’t you mean, they drive each other crazy?”

“…Same difference?”

Closing Mood Boards

Hi guys!

I have quite a few boards to work on for my other blog and now that I have to change my search process it’s going to be a lot more time consuming and a lot less fun. 

So I’m closing the ask box to boards. 

BUT please still send in any holiday asks you want me to do! 

Thanks all!

                   Ukai Keishin X High School Sweetheart

Your phone chimed, or rather squawked, a joke you did because of the whole crow motif your boyfriend was a part of these days but somehow it stuck. 

A quick flick of your thumb had the screen unlocking and your eyes bugging. 

Did he… really… send you a shirtless selfie?

Kei Bae: Still got it

You snorted and rolled your eyes, typing back a quick reply. 

RL: I swear your kids rub off more on you than the other way round

Kei Bae: And yet, you still love me

And how right he was. 

Edited to remove art I did not find the source to until after it went up and found artist requested no reposts even with permission. I reblogged to boost them as an apology (and because the art is damn good). 

                           Akashi Seijuro x Dress Shopping

“You’ll look so lovely in this,” Akashi said, taking yet another dress off the rack and handing it to the attendant. 

“But Sei-kun,” you whined, looking at the rapidly filling dressing room, “this is too much.”

He turned to you, a determined but happy look on his face. “______-chan, nothing is too much for you.” 

Hey! I️ hope you’re doing well. Your writing has improved so much and I’m excited to see what content you come up with! DONT FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! Now if you don’t mind maybe prompt 3 with Akashi? Hehehe I’m a sucker for him…

imaginetho:

KUMIKOOOO I MISSED U TY LOVE I HOPE URE DOING EVEN BETTER AND EATING WELL! STAY HYDRATED AT ALL TIMES U HEAR ME!

 i hope you enjoy your 3

It’s truly scary how in only one mere moment a person reveals a side of theirs you never knew existed, a side you never thought you would ever have to face, not from them—not from him. And in that moment, you start to doubt everything there is about them.

It’s as if that moment had changed everything you thought you knew about them, your mind feels clouded and your heart feels conflicted. With both of them unable to comprehend what’s going on, you’re left to drown in the uncertainty. 

If you really knew Akashi then how did it come to this? How are you on the ground right now with nothing but a menacing aura standing over you and a throbbing cheek. 

Your heart was beating at a fast rate you didn’t know it was capable of and all color was drained out of you except for the redness in your cheek.

Without a doubt your cheek painfully throbbed—hurting like hell but it was nothing compared to the pain in your heart, the arrow that was brutally shot right through it the second he laid his hand on you.

“_____” your name was the only thing Akashi could mouth as he watched your figure crumble in front of him as if you’ve seen a ghost.

It was safe to say Akashi had let his feelings get the best of him. He never meant for this to happen. The two of you weren’t having the best days together lately, he’s highly aware of that but he never knew it affected him this much.

To the point where he felt like his words only weren’t enough.

He didn’t know what to do with himself right now. What were the two of you even fighting about, he doesn’t know anymore nor does he want to. All he wants right now is to fall on his knees and beg for your forgiveness.

And then make sure to torment himself for as long as he can for hurting the one person who’ve always been there for him even when his own father did not want to.

Oh, how would his mother feel looking down on him right now. Laying his hand on the person he should love and protect. On the same person that loves him more than anything and anyone. 

A disgrace, that’s what he is.

No, disgrace alone doesn’t even cut how sickening he truly is. Everyone was right all along, he really must be a two-faced monster.

Kneeling, he tries touching the cheek he violently tainted with his hand in the utmost gentle touch he can afford only to have you smack his hand away and immediately take a few steps back.

“H…h-how could you?” you faltered. 

Mustering up whatever strength you still have in your knees, you stand up. You look at him with nothing but fear and most of all disappointment. In an instant all the trust you had in him was broken, just like the promise he made you.

“I’ll never hurt you, I promise.” 

Bullshit. If that was a lie then who knows what other lies he’ve told you? If he couldn’t even keep the promise that was supposed to be done so easily when it comes to the person you love then why should you stay.

“I-” He spoke.

“Funny how I thought you’d be my hero, my knight in shining armor when right now, you’re the thing I’m most afraid of.” you spat, interrupting him.

That was the last he ever heard or saw from the person that could have been his all.

Very good if very sad! You wrote the scene beautifully.