I’ve hit a wall

Like wow, I haven’t hit a wall this hard in a long time. My brain feels literally empty, like…just white noise. I’m sitting here, reading through the rest of the Supernatural AUs asks and just…nothing. These are great scenarios and reaction requests, stuff I was really looking forward to writing but everything I put down feel like crap. 

Everything I think of seems so cliche or boring. 

I’m hoping to breakthrough this because I’ll be traveling after next week and won’t have time to write. 

I’m not sure why I’m sharing other than I need to write SOMETHING down about it, maybe to acknowledge it, to shove it out, I don’t know. 

I’ve even tried just powering through it, tried writing anything I could even if it’s bad but that just makes me feel worse. 

I know there are so many bigger problems people are facing right now but for me…this is frustrating and I guess posting here is my hope that I’ll find some solidarity. 

I have ideas I can’t formulate, can’t articulate, they’re buried under…I don’t know what but it’s driving me crazy. 

Anyway, thanks to any who read this rant, I just needed to vent. 

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